1 November 2010
Today, I realised that I wasn't good enough to even talk about them.
I was just there as an entertainer once more.
They never wanted me there.
I guess.. I'll just quit.
It's stupid of me to continue when no one wants me there.
It hurts.. I really don't know..
Even the one I thought I could trust once again,
hates me.. I no longer know what I'm here for...
Was it my fate to end up like this or is it because,
I wanted it to end up this way?
It wasn't their fault, instead, it is mine.
If I told them the truth, will they care?
if I told them I'll quit, will they care?
I guess not..
I know them too well that I shouldn't even need to ask.
But.. I really want to take part.......
I hate myself.
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