heart broken?

I have always been there

yet no one ever notice me..

I tried being stupid but it lasted for a day..

you were the first to make me think that going to school was fun

you were the first to make me feel warm

laugh till i cry and even to love..

When I wanted you to be there,

you were gone..

When I started to hate you,

you came back making me fall in love with you again..

Is this a dream or a reality?

Every time I close my eye to hear your words,

I see that image..

A image that I really want it to happen..

I always thought that you were an angel

an angel that can make me fly free

but it was all a dream..

I start my day by thinking of you

I think of your smile and your annoyed face

they all make me smile

I wonder if it's just me or are you in my mind all the time..

I tried confessing but it didn't work..

I tried telling you that you shouldn't judge a person that way

but you just told me off

Did I fall in love with you or just your smile face?

I close my eye thinking that you will care

but it was just an act,

you never cared about me..

I cry and cry till it was dawn

wishing that this would not happen again

but I knew wishing was useless..

will my wish come true?

Wishing with all my might,

I wish you'll be close to me

That wish came true but at the wrong time..

you were too close to me

that my friends hated me..

I thought you cared but you never cared at all...

kk. I know the ending part sux but I cant thing of anything better because I keep on laughing about the 'fart' thing that my friend and i chat about.